In The Friend Zone

I like this girl so much

We always keep in touch

She always in my mind

We have an awesome time

But we never crossed the line

Not taking the first step

She don't wanna mess up the friendship

How long can it be? "Friendsies" ?

My brain is empty, I'm in a frenzy

And I'm gently attempting to win her over

By being as good as friend as I can be

She's tempting but riddled with doubt

Friend zone is like joining the mafia

I'll never ever get out, if I try to

Yea, she doesn't know the half

In my wallet I keep her photograph

I've started to make my own decision

For you, baby girl, I believe in traditions

Cause in your eyes I see heaven

Girl, I think about you 24/7

Before this story ends

I wanna know can we be more than friends?

I raise my hands up in the air

Try to act like I don't care

But tonight I'm all alone

Because now I'm in the friend zone

I hate it when we walk together, without holding hands

But I'll do it, just to get next to you

Just to prove I can best the rest the dudes

I'm obsessed with you, so I pester you

Cause we ain't together, I'm probably texting you

Oh, you make me the maddest

I just want to change my Facebook status

To "in a relationship"

But "it's complicated"

Well, you're making it hard for me

I just have to show other girls and dudes

That you deserve better, and you know you do

Always feel free to cry on my shoulders, boo

Cause if I ever go with you, I'm sure I'll stay

I wanna leave now, but I just can't walk away

I'm in your friend zone, and I like you

This feeling will never change...

P/S: There's a video clip below...Enjoy...^.^

A Chinese New Year Wish

The best way to stay connected to each other during

Chinese New Year is to have a reunion dinner...

It's been awhile since I last updated my blog. During Chinese New Year, I knew that some of my graduated friends were already working, while some of my relatives and family friend were diagnosed with cancers. I felt a bit shocked and sad at the same time, after receiving these news. So, I decided to write something for those I shared my concern to:

Off the rabbit leaped, entered the dragon year

Getting new year gift, it's a cute German terrier

Many graduated, searching for a better career

For the singles, soul mates will make life merrier

For those who were sick, please recover earlier

Businessmen, hope to get more potential supplier

Election is coming, many politicians going crazier

Here, I wish everyone: Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Like always, I would say: "appreciate your loved ones and be responsibility, before it's too late..."

I know that I eat to live, because I need food to survive; but, sometimes I think that I live to eat, because I stay alive, in order to get the opportunity to eat with all my family and friends...

My Quotes, My Feelings

1. The truth is most people have sense of selfishness and forgetfulness. And the same mistakes repeated again, like routine. Sometimes, choosing to live in isolation, makes us grow strong and treasure the important people around us.

2. I only choose the people who's worth my love; if you don't love me like how I love you, you can walk away and come back to me if you are still alone. Maybe I will fall in love with you again, and will never let you go forever.

3. In order to cure sadness or unbearable heart pain, I smile and laugh always, because they are healthier compare to drugs and alcohol.

4. I can be as cold as the steel of katana, be as sharp as the diamond blade, be as poisonous as a cobra, but I know that is not me.

5. I fear death, because it will stop me from being ambitious and to love; I like death, because I don't have to see, to listen, to feel and to drop any tears anymore.

6. I'm acrophobia, because I know the higher I climb, the harder I will fall.

7. A girl is smart if she is playing hard to get, and if she has the ability to make you think that she is intelligent.

8. If you force a rat into a dead end, it will turn its head and bite you.

9. I hate reference books because I study them only for exam, not for enhancing my knowledge.

10. I improve myself not for the sake of others, it's only for myself and my future.

11. Sometimes, it's not that I don't want to plan or make any decisions, because I respect others' opinions.

12. Call me an asshole, a jerk or other words of your choice, but never ever call me a loser, because I never give up in my life.

13. If I look at you silently without any facial expressions, that means shut up and leave me alone.

14. I respect and study about other religions and Gods, but don't ask me to become a believer, because sometimes even a believer himself/herself is a sinner or being sarcastic.

15. I write because that is how I convey the messages from my heart and feelings.

Hey, How's Your Day?

How was your day? A mutant goldfish dragged you into the water?

"Hey, how's your day?" This is the first question that I always ask, whenever I start chatting with certain girl, whom I show concerns of. For a professional casanova, this might be a lame, old school pick-up line, but who cares? I'm not even a casanova. Everyone has their own style of chatting and most important is all about the truthfulness and sincerity that come straight from our heart.

Normally, girls will reply me: "A normal day, like usual.", "Yeah, I'm fine. Thank You!" , "Uh, a bad, working day, filled with stress.", "I went shopping with my friends just now." etc. Well, that is how I show my concern and interest to the girl I really cared of.

I always think that it's worth to spend some time to talk or chat with the person we cared of every day. From here, we could either learn about their mood and comforting them when they were down or getting to know about their life routines. Sometimes a few words of comfort from us can be comfortable shoulder for a girl to lean against on. Guys, treat your girl like a kitten or a puppy, always handle them with love and care. Don't be too pushy towards a girl, because sometimes she will "bites" you or being "pushed away" by you. Hahaha...

A Grey Wolf, A Girl and A Ghoul

The Wolf

The Girl

The Ghoul

Trekking in the middle of the wood

I was hunting for some food

Under the tall, giant tree I stood

I saw a girl wearing a red hood

She looked like not in a happy mood

Finally I thought I understood

My responsibility is treating her good

Escaping deep into the wood

He killed grandma as his food

With my shivering legs, I stood

I saw a grey wolf with a grey hood

It looked like in a joyful mood

Finally I thought I understood

He never try to treat me good

I'm a ghoul living in the wood

Killing an old lady as my food

With quivering legs, she stood

Her hands were knitting a hood

I knew she was in dying mood

I'm evil? Yes, I understood

I'll never treat any human good

This is an imaginary story about a werewolf who fell for a girl with a red hood, but the girl thought that the wolf killed her grandma. The truth is the one who killed her grandma was the ghoul, living in an ancient cemetery, situated in the wood.

My New Year Resolutions?

Today is the first day of my fifth semester, my teacher training college reopens again, and I'll start my busy life very soon. My first practicum in school will be starting around March, feeling anxious and nervous about it. About my new year resolutions, I'll be honest and share with you guys, wish me good luck and hope that I can realise them. This will be my first post for year 2012.

Greedy as always, these are my top 10 new year resolutions:

1) My family and friends will be healthy always, and stay optimistic no matter how hard the life will be, because life is not always smooth sailing, it can be a bumpy ride too.

2) I have to avoid taking certain food such as eggs (too much will be "poisonous" to my body) and seafood, so that my skin allergy will recover and never come back knocking my door , wanting me to accept It again.

3) I think I fall in love...Again? Hope that someone I have in my heart will love me too, and get my meaning. Love is not always blind, because I always open my eyes, so that I can look over all the people I love.

4) I pray that my first practicum will be a success and I'll try my best too. Maybe I'll not be the best during practicum, but I need to fully-utilised my mind to produce creative teaching aids for students with learning disabilities.

5) I need to be more hardworking and diligent when comes to academics. Less Facebooking: Sorry Mark, I'll continue supporting your social network during holidays; More on reading books that I can cuddle with or searching information which is relevant with my future job.

6) I shall not burn the midnight oil or doing last minute work anymore. This is for the sake of my own health and self-discipline.

7) I only have one younger brother, his name is Yen. I hope that he will enjoy his college years, passing exams with flying colours and meet the apple of his eyes (Note: not my eyes).

8) I need to get my body in shape, by working out my body and doing more exercise. 6-packed abs and well-toned muscles. Luckily, this semester I have to study about sports and co-curricular activities. Fight the Fat and Flabbiness!!!

9) I plan to keep (if possible make) some money, so that I can buy something for myself or go for a vacation with my family in the end of the year. Hope that the rumoured or so-called-predicted Apocalypse is still far away. Guess it's time to spend wisely and doing investment.

10) I'll continue to update my blog, if possible every month, every week or every day...with more interesting topics and photos.

LOL...haters gonna hate and thanks to all my readers who have been reading my blog. You guys might be someone I known in my life or just merely strangers, but I'll be glad if you share a piece of your mind in my blog too. Enjoy the scribbling of a mad man...XD