Don't

Don't be sad, I'm here

Don't lie to me, be honest

Don't smile, laugh with me

Don't cry alone, cry with me

Don't try to like me, love me

Don't betray me, be loyal to me

Don't be my enemy, be my friend

Don't try to be fake, be real to me

Don't try to impress, entertain me

Don't back-stab me, be sincere to me

Don't walk away, stay by my side forever

Home Alone

Time flies...Two weeks...Wonder what will I learn and experience?

Two weeks my parent off to New Zealand

Leaving the house to be my Wonderland

Guess I will be missing all of their nagging

Staying up late with my eye bags sagging

No birds' nests, shark fins and abalones

Cooking soup with fish and chicken bones

In the kitchen, I am trying to be creative

In my thinking, I am trying to be positive

When it rains, worrying about the flood

Saving things with my sweat and blood

Lots of chores to do, I am really busy

Staying alone at home, did I feel cosy?

Waiting by the phone, expecting a call

Feeling bored, I try talking to the wall

Blasting off musics to ward off the boring

Lying on my bed like a log, I am snoring

Papa and mama, sayonara and bon voyage

Thanks for giving me support and courage.

.

STRONGER

Be a warrior like Spartacus...Smart, strong, fearless and ambitious...

I was born a poet and a lover

Not a soldier or a gladiator

But I vow to become stronger

Courage holds me together

Resisting the cold in the winter

Training in the harsh weather

Love and strength give me an invincible soul

Strong enough to defeat the graveyard ghoul

Trying to escape from an underground hole

I'm not hiding like a turtle or a burying mole

I'm working up myself towards the final goal

My soul is as flaming hot as a piece of coal

With an iron will that will never bend

Countless warriors meet their end

Carving my name in crimson sand

My name spreads across the land

At the throne of Colosseum I stand

Wishing you there to hold my hand.

7 Days A Week

Across the ocean I stare, thinking of the one thousand miles away...

Mysterious Monday creeps in,

leaving me clueless in the blues

Torturing Tuesday bumps in,

giving me a fracture in the bone

Wavy Wednesday rolls in,

haunting my sleep with nightmares

Terrible Thursday flashes in,

sending electricity down my spine

Funny Friday slowly flies in,

an impish grin appears on my lips

Sexy Saturday strolls in,

I feel bursting with energy

Sadistic Sunday whips in,

reminding me of tomorrow

7 interesting days a week,

you are always on my mind,

day and night.

To Obey or Disobey?

Mum's typical office lady fashion, and the skirt is below the knee length. It's not even sexy, revealing, inappropriate and whatsoever.

Life is always bound by rules and laws, but sometimes we can't escape from breaking them. Most of the time, there are 2 major factors that caused people to break the law:

i) Our rebellious nature;

ii) Absurd or confusing law.

Well, there's a story I wanted to relate and it happened to my mum weeks ago. We all know Malaysia is a multiracial country, and some of the law is Islamic-themed. Being a chief clerk in a Malay primary school, my mum always follow the dress code, avoiding wearing any revealing clothes (sleeveless blouse, short skirts, etc.). As a stylish office lady, my mum has a variety choices of wardrobe, from blouses and skirts to traditional Malay kebaya. My mum told me that some rules are absolute and we should respect other races' customs too, so just followed without any complaints.

One month ago, I followed my mum to a government office to get an application form. As we reached the car park, the security guards stopped my mum from going in the office, telling my mum that she was wearing skirts. My mum told the guards, "My skirt is below the knee length and I only wear like this to school this morning. I work at a Malay school some more." However, the resilient guards kept on stopping my mum, telling her that she might cause them to lose their jobs, if she disobeyed the rule. In the end, my mum had no choice, but to ask me going to the first floor of the office to get that application form.

When we were heading back, we saw a Chinese lady, wearing black blouse and skirts. The main point is her skirt was quite short (above the knee length) and her blouse was quite tight. From her, we knew that she was an auditor who came to do some auditing jobs in the office. My mum headed to the guards booth, asking the guards why they let the lady in, even though the lady did not follow the dress codes. Then, we heard the most absurd reason on Earth from the guards: Because that lady was an auditor. My mum and I were speechless, and tried not to argue with the guards. I still remembered I had a WTF expression on my face.

Few days later, my mum went back to the government office to submit the completed form. My mum was wearing a blouse and a long skirt that day, and she was also stopped by the security guards from going in the office. My mum was consumed by anger, she ignored the guards and walked into the building, insisting on meeting the officer who was in-charged of the security guards.

After telling the officer about what she experienced with the security guards, the officer immediately apologized to my mum for the guards' ignorance and would take discipline actions on them. My mum told the officer not to take any actions on them, because those guards might be misinterpreting the law and they were just following orders. Besides, they worked as security guards to support their families. Yes, and that was my mum, aggressive, forgiveable and considerate at the same time.

My mum told me: "Human makes rules, but not rules are meant to be followed. Be wise in evaluating a law and show respect to people is far more important".

In Spite Of...

In spite of all hidden danger in the calm waves...

In spite of all the danger

That may fall on me

I'll do anything for you

Anything you want me to

If you'll be true to me.

In spite of all the heartache

That you may cause me

I'll do all the things for you

Anything you wish me to

If you'll try to love me.

I'll look after you

Like I've never done before

I'll keep all the others

From knocking at your door

Like a gate-guarding *Cerberus.

*Cerberus (/ˈsɜrbərəs/), or Kerberos, (Greek form: Κέρβερος, [ˈkerberos]) in Greek and Roman mythology, is a multi-headed hound (usually three-headed) which guards the gates of the Underworld, to prevent those who have crossed the river Styx from ever escaping.

Good Night

I'm the insomniac raven on the wire cable, always thinking of the Moon...

My bed is casting a hard-to-resist sleeping spell

Always having nightmare from tall building I fell

Warm blanket covers over me like turtle in shell

Providing me warmth always like hot spring well

Hiding inside the closet, there is no monster

Inside it, there's even no bunny from Easter

Blogging now, I'm eating a pack of Chipster

I never dream to become a Prime Minister

Falling down fast, my body feels feather-light

Trying to close my eyes with all of my might

I am hoping to become the valiant knight

Wishing the princess with a "Good Night!"

Friends or Lovers?

Sometimes, I wonder why people said that friends can't be lovers. For me, that doesn't make any sense at all, unless your friend really doesn't have any feelings towards you and doesn't want to give you a chance at all. There's also a big possibility that he or she already have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. Well, let's say you confessed your long-kept feelings to a female friend, but she turned down your confession, giving reasons that both of you can only be friends. You must be feeling puzzled and confused, right? Sometimes, this may lead to a broken friendship too, because you will feel that your love is left unanswered and wasted by the one you truly cared and loved.

So, did you ever fell in love with a person without becoming friends with him or her first? If you want to tackle a girl who is still single (you must be very sure), you will try to get her mobile phone number and e-mail address, so that you can keep in touch with her always (day and night, 24/7 ). Text messaging and chatting will become part of your routine in life. The next step will be trying to approach her, befriends with her and get to know her preferences (her favourite colours, favourite songs, hobbies etc.). Well, if things are working out smoothly and both of you are becoming best friends, why not bringing the relationship into the next level: becoming a couple of lovers?

I am sure that communications will be easy for couple who are friends, because both of them know each others preferences, hates and daily life routine. The most important thing when in a relationship are honesty, loyalty and tolerance. There are lots of things which cannot be solved through stubborn arguing and cold war. Always remember that a strong relationship is built through communications and being understanding. Apart from that, learning to apologize and ready to forgive are vital in a relationship.

It is acceptable to have a slight jealousy in a relationship, because that shows how much you care and appreciate the person you loved. It also means you can't afford to lose him or her to other opposite sexes. We must also know that a relationship is not always a smooth-sailing one, it can be as rough as waves too. Sometimes, when getting into an argument or misunderstanding, avoid using the taboo words: BREAK UP. If both of you want to start this relationship at the first place, why breaking up so easily? In fact, falling in love is not like a drama played by kindergarten kids, and the feelings are not formed in a day or two.

I admit that myself is not a love guru, and I think that I'm still a single guy. However, if you really fell in love with your friend (with single status, of course...don't ever take others girl or boy), do tell him or her your feelings. If he or she turned down your confessions reasonably, please accept his or her opinion. Don't feel sad or giving up, maybe he or she hasn't ready for the relationship; and maybe he or she need some time to make the decision. Don't ever be too pushy towards your friend in giving you an answer.

Sometimes, he or she will also give you some hints, so always stay alert and more sensible. If he or she doesn't give you an answer or a "YES", move on with your life and just remain as two good friends; You can severe that friendship too, maybe if you feel that he or she makes you look stupid and causes you to lose tonnes of money, energy and time. If you are stubborn (even though he or she give you a "NO") or patient enough to wait, then have faith that miracle may happen once in a blue moon. Who knows love conquers all, right?

ALWAYS APPRECIATE THE ONE WHO LOVES US,

BUT ALWAYS BE READY IN HEART THAT THE ONE WE LOVED,

WILL NOT ALWAYS LOVE US BACK...

AND

IT'S HARD TO WAIT AROUND FOR SOMETHING

THAT MIGHT NEVER HAPPEN;

BUT IT'S EVEN HARDER TO GIVE UP WHEN

YOU KNOW IT'S EVERYTHING YOU WANT...

5 A.M.

It's 5 a.m. in the morning

I wonder who am I stalking

And both of us are still talking

The conversation is getting boring

You are showing the sign of blurring

Telling me that you want to go sleeping

But it's always happy to be with you, chatting

Your words of wisdom always make me thinking

Hey, good night and sweet dream to you, I'm wishing

Your awesome smile in my memory, always keeping...

Somber November

Exam is around the corner this November

All I feel is just the gloomy mood of somber

Lots of crazy facts and terms to remember

Preserving them in brain like flies in amber

Doing revision alone, without any member

Reading on a stable table, made of timber

Sipping my cold coffee as cool as cucumber

Losing interest for long and sweet slumber

Oh, stop playing any songs of Justin Bieber

It will cause my little brain to dismember...

Waiting

Oh my god, it is raining

The cold wind is blowing

I am at the bridge waiting

Hoping that she is coming

My umbrella is leaking

My body is shivering

And my lips are trembling

I know it is worth waiting

A girl that is worth loving

Towards a happy ending.