Ready Your Guns and Bullets

Scorching, hot weather makes my lips crack

They try to trace me off from the old track
Going to launch their massive, sudden attack
Not any RPG games where you slash and hack

We have no time to scream: What the heck!

We're ready with guns and bullets from the rack
A few rocket launchers are ready on the deck

High morale and spirit, there's nothing we lacked

My team and I exist as ruthless wolves pack
Fighting endlessly, watching out each others back
We will bury their bodies, wrapped in sacks...

Five and A Half Years

18 of us getting to know each others by fate
We're course mates, some of us are housemates
Graduation, for us, sound like too long to wait
"Fishing" in lecturers' classes, without rods and baits
Together, countless dinners we've spent and ate
There maybe some dramas and fights we create
But our bonds are as strong as an invincible gate
Farewell is just another hardest words to bade
While sorry is never the hardest words to said
Job interviews, we're counting down the date
Graduation is just a words of love and hate
Let us keep in touch, it is never too late
Our friendships will last until Heaven and Hades...

Don't leave, Stay

Wiping up her tears with her sleeve

She told me that she will leave

Even if I turned over a new leaf

And not doing anything aggressive

The present for her in the new year eve

She never really comes out to retrieve

Maybe her eyes just know how to deceive

Which causes my mind very hard to perceive

Again, I couldn't tell her: "Stay, don't leave!!!"

I only know the day she left is the only day I grieve

It's the same like tearing up the things we had weaved...

Stitched

Two days away from school reopens

Do you know how to cut a watermelon?

Not everyone are born with talents

But only a few are willing to learn

Piercing words as sharp as eagle's talons

Accusing others is just an act of felon

Going to seal back my wound, reopened

With a needle, sterilized and sharpened

Stopping the oozing blood with a cotton

Hoping that my flesh doesn't die and rotten

I'm trying to keep myself in a total silent

Ending each sentence with a semi-colon...

*School reopens in two more days...Mixed emotions, feeling anxious and nervous at the same time...Will be facing my last semester, hope that it will be a challenging yet memorable one...

The Death of A Stalker

Rumour spread that I am a horrible, despised stalker

Immune to sunlight, I am not Dracula from Bram Stroker

Ain't that desperate enough to get a stripper and a hooker

Just a lonely Facebook user, you think I am a pro-hacker?

And since when I followed you around like a sleepwalker?

Late at night, going to get a cuppa and some cream crackers

I was hit in the head when I was in front of my coffee maker 

Raging people trying to push and squeeze me into a locker

They kicked me around as if I was a ball in a game of soccer

Damn!!! I ended up getting shot by her dad who's a rocker...

Attention Stolen

All sorts of people living in the web dimension

Only some who manage to steal my attention

But not all attentions deserve the right affection

True attention gained without ways of seduction

Sweet words shouldn't be louder than any actions

As you know, I am not a guy made of perversion

Not getting myself trapped in an awkward position

Yea, sometimes just forgive me for my deviation

Maybe this isn't how to prove one's devotion
Should I look into the mirror for self-reflection?

G.H.O.S.T.

Getting recruited in a special force military post

Working in an organization, code name: Ghost

I'm not that black, tough guy from Ivory Coast

Getting steroid injection with drugs over-dosed

We know our strong bodies are our iron souls' host

Not really a fact that we're trying to prove and boast

Death and despair are what people fear the most

When the missions over, let's laugh and have a toast

Yea, I can imagine you're enjoying that barbecue roast...

That Poisonous Snake

Sensed something unholy living by the lake

Knowing that beast is just a venomous snake

Gliding on the ground with her body, naked

Hundreds of innocent lives it kills and takes

Murdering is just as easy as baking a cake

The fangs in her mouth are real, they ain't fake

I'm ready with the weapons I forge and make

To end the life of that devil for people's sake

Keeping myself alert, always staying awake

This time, again I put my fragile life at stake...

Teachers: The Untold Stories

Teaching nowadays is not as easy as making hay 

Day and night, working overtime with low pay

But how many people will believe what they say

Swinging canes like light-sabers without laser ray

Little rascals making them emotional and gray

They are strong and tough, not as fragile as clay

Virus, diseases and sickness, they battle and slay

Treating all students equally, trying to stay gay

Lighting up the students' uncertain passageway 

The day specially for them falls on 16th May

Sincerely, I wish them Happy Teacher's Day...

Virus

With your body size as tiny as flea and tick
Giving me surprise like some horror flicks

Slipping through my body like oil and slick
Attacking my immune system, makes me sick

I can search for your identity with just a click

Trying to boast, you're just a Napoleon's dick

Hope you punch harder, but you slap like a chick

You don't know my body is as hard as a brick

Never try to attack me with just a toothpick

You tear open my wound, I'll put salt and lick

I don't need a doctor and a needle to be pricked

My body heals fast without spells and magick

Well, maybe I should give you a roundhouse kick...

The Aftermath: Blackout

Only the leader can stand high above the society

Don't rule the country with hands that are filthy 

If the process of election is not clean, but dirty

When lots of people are questioning the credibility

Don't ever keep a promise unfulfilled and empty

Look forward and always focusing on the priority

No human love unfairness, violence and brutality

All races are the same if you understand equality 

Only the future of our country, we care and pity...

Eclectic Election

Blue and green flags everywhere before election

Not a 21st century guy with political addiction

Some political propaganda just need translation

Some political parties are giving out temptation

To my country, I swear I will pay my devotion

Having a stand, clear your mind and emotion

Going to vote, you don't need any motivation

Heading back to hometown, the voting location

May 5th, one vote may change our future nation...  

The Rain Man

In your mind, it's all about Jane

You're walking alone in that lane

Standing far away from the drain

No one sees your tears in the rain

Shedding tears means nothing to gain

Who's your option? Who's your main?

What you do is just releasing your pain

And getting the demon in your heart slain

It's another way to stay away from insane...

Misleading, Miserable May?

Starting to write my blog without: Dear Diary

May comes after April leaves my bed in a hurry

April breaks my heart without saying: Sorry

Flaming hot weather like Indian's devil curry

Unshaven, my face grows terribly hairy

This is when many things start to go awry

Coming examination forces me into slavery

Only wearing a boxer as red as strawberry

Heavy reference books on my shoulder, I carry

Trying to pray for miracle from angel, goddess and fairy?

Why not start doing revision, to stop the fear and worry?

Trapped

With lightning speed, turning back your head in the hall

Standing in between us, should be a thick concrete wall

You don't know I'm looking at you with my one eye ball

But I'll never send you a love message or give you a call

I'll not invite you to hang out with me or shop at the mall

The truth is nothing happen between us, we are just pal

We are not destined to be together, try to blame it all

Yea, feeling sad or depressed will make your hair fall

Just clean your wound, get back up and standing tall...

Analytic April

Breaking a person, using the concept of fraction

Thinking that  it's easy as spelling and dictation?
All the words I mention, are shown by my actions

I know you really hate me, shows your reactions

Maybe I am just the guy from different faction

But I am not a vicious psycho in medication

Nor a crazy, barking dog spreading infection

Even though I am one of the God's creation

I'm trying to calm down myself with meditation

So that I will not be awarded a class detention

When I'm trying to sing You Are My Only Exception 

No ones ever like to live under a misconception

But things get worst if there is miscommunication
It's too bad if we're destined to have no connection...

Met A Hottie?

Rather than ogling at the hottie waitress, why not enjoying my desserts??? 

Just a new kid in the big city

Imagining myself on a Ducati

While I'm eating my spaghetti

Served hot with beef patty

Cheesy, peppery and meaty

For my eyes, I really feel pity

Yea, the waitress is just a hottie

Her pony tail makes her a sweetie

Wink to her, feeling a bit naughty

I know I shouldn't behave nasty

Smiling to her, an act of witty

Well, the dessert is really tasty...

Witch-Hunter

I had worked as a blacksmith and a mason

A witch had murdered my friend named Jason

His body was discovered headless and frozen

I was forced to drink and swallow the poison

Sent to the prison, I was accused and chosen

Locked up in the dungeon for treason

For years, I tried to survive in prison

I am now an avenging beast of brazen

Releasing me for witch-hunting season

The right choice for my birthday present

Our Friendship

Thinking about you before going to sleep

Telling you: Good Night, my tongue slips

Having a foul mouth, call me a black sheep

Call you on the phone, just hear a long beep 

The only clue you left to me is your hair clip

Getting locked up in the dungeon's keep

I will save you from the mountain's deep

I can buy you a dinner, but not a ship

No roses, no wine and no tortilla chips

Maybe that is all about our friendship...

Blind In Mind

L.O.V.E is easy to spell, but hard to define

The person you love is even harder to find

Arranging the words to tell lines by lines

Some confessions will end with declines

Some end with marriage certificates signed

But not all hearts are destined to bind

Maybe she's searching for a gold mine

Maybe being friends forever are just fine

The cruelest truth is: "She will never be mine"

Yet she will always be staying in your mind

You have eyes but Love makes you blind...

Broken Wings

I know this will not remain forever

However it's beautiful

Your eyes, your hands and you warm smile

They're my treasure

It's hard to forget

I wish there was a solution

Don't spend my time in confusion

Where the result will end with rejection

Before turning into an abomination

I will turn back now and spread my wings

My broken wings, still strong enough to cross the ocean with

My broken wings, how far should i go drifting in the wind
Rampaging and struggling in the abyss
Escaping the seduction of darkness

Higher and higher towards the light
Across the sky, just keep on flying

Can my wings touch the Heaven?

Or burnt before reaching the Heaven?

Did I ever lock and chain you down to my heart?

Because I was afraid of losing you ?

No, I couldn't hold you any longer

Love is not owning someone forever

Letting go of your hands
It's the same as letting go of myself

The time we spend is perpetual

But our future might not be real

I'll leap into the thin air
Hoping that we can meet again
With a sad smile
Telling you good bye 

And disappear...

Twenty Four

Few days later, I know I will turn twenty-four

Training myself  to be as strong as mighty Thor

Like a dragon, to the sky I am ready to soar

Life is like in a jungle, so live like a wild boar

Get ready to charge forward, rather than roar

Fighting the flow of water, paddling the oar

Whenever people come knocking at my door

 Don't ever try to let my name sweep the floor

Chicks nowadays love digging for gold ore

The more you have, they will love you more 

They will leave you when you're such a bore

So, did they love you deep into your core?

No, I won't spend my money to bang a whore

Just forget it, maybe it's just a modern lore...

Memories Chained

I know 

Sometimes others' feelings are far more important than mine

But I have to realize that 

Sometimes people never care about your feelings

There is people who's heart made of stone, steel and even diamond

No matter what others do for me or do to me

No matter what I've done for people or done to people

In the end

If the problem sprouted from my side

I have to save myself

Sometimes others don't even seek for my help

But I always wish them to find me for help

I will do whatever it takes

If someone trusts me and wants to rely on me

It's not like people only look for help 

By saying "Please help me."

In a similar situation,

It's not like you're only in love with someone

If you say "I love you."

It's the same as "I hate you"

Or..."I'm not interested in you"

Everyone has things they can't say on impulse

After all 

When it's just one-sided

It's not like I'm in love with someone or anything

I'll never say that in my life I am

Someday

I'll fall in love with someone other than you

I'll, for the first time in my life

Fall in love with someone other than you

You showed me 

How to be kind and try to understand others

So, there'll surely come a day 

When I fall in love with one of those people I'll meet

Starting from this moment

However 

I'll always look back on those days 

That you might have forgotten

Those days glittered like gold, with nostalgia

I don't think I'll ever be able to forget them

No matter what the future holds for me

No matter what path I walk from now on

Those feelings I developed for you can never be denied

They will forever stay the same

There are people I can't just erase from my memory

*My 3rd phase school practical will start soon, so I'll be temporary stop blogging for awhile, due to my hectic life. Wish me luck!*