Thinking Too Much?

Seeing the girl in my list, she's walking in the mist...

It was a sunny afternoon

I woke up with a sudden wetness in my eyes

Just had a very strange dream

I seemed like turning invisible

When I tried to speak, no one hears me

When I tried to hold people's hand

Lifeless, I can't feel anything

When I tried to walk passed people

I walked through others instead

Waking up, I started to wonder:

Am I dead or I had changed into someone?

A stranger others won't recognize anymore

No one will ever listen to me or respond to me

No one will realise about my existence

No one will care about my feelings

Deep inside, I know I am still the same

Maybe other people had changed

But I'll never forget those who are my friends

And others whom I love and appreciate

I always trying not to think too much

But I just couldn't help it when I was alone

Sometimes, I just missed the moments

Happened in the past, where we used to talk

To joke, to laugh and sharing thoughts

But I couldn't walk back to past or into the future

Because the time machine never exist

Sometimes I wished to let go all of my memory

But I know I just couldn't afford to lose it

I don't want to forget those who appeared in my life

Or the important words and advice told by others

I just don't want to miss a single thing in my life

I pray that tomorrow will be a better day...