Friday, January 18, 2013

Twenty Four


Few days later, I know I will turn twenty-four
Training myself  to be as strong as mighty Thor
Like a dragon, to the sky I am ready to soar
Life is like in a jungle, so live like a wild boar
Get ready to charge forward, rather than roar
Fighting the flow of water, paddling the oar
Whenever people come knocking at my door
 Don't ever try to let my name sweep the floor
Chicks nowadays love digging for gold ore
The more you have, they will love you more 
They will leave you when you're such a bore
So, did they love you deep into your core?
No, I won't spend my money to bang a whore
Just forget it, maybe it's just a modern lore...

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Memories Chained


I know 
Sometimes others' feelings are far more important than mine
But I have to realize that 
Sometimes people never care about your feelings
There is people who's heart made of stone, steel and even diamond


No matter what others do for me or do to me
No matter what I've done for people or done to people
In the end
If the problem sprouted from my side
I have to save myself
Sometimes others don't even seek for my help
But I always wish them to find me for help
I will do whatever it takes
If someone trusts me and wants to rely on me


It's not like people only look for help 
By saying "Please help me."
In a similar situation,
It's not like you're only in love with someone
If you say "I love you."
It's the same as "I hate you"
Or..."I'm not interested in you"
Everyone has things they can't say on impulse


After all 
When it's just one-sided
It's not like I'm in love with someone or anything
I'll never say that in my life I am
Someday
I'll fall in love with someone other than you
I'll, for the first time in my life
Fall in love with someone other than you
You showed me 
How to be kind and try to understand others
So, there'll surely come a day 
When I fall in love with one of those people I'll meet
Starting from this moment


However 
I'll always look back on those days 
That you might have forgotten
Those days glittered like gold, with nostalgia
I don't think I'll ever be able to forget them
No matter what the future holds for me
No matter what path I walk from now on
Those feelings I developed for you can never be denied
They will forever stay the same
There are people I can't just erase from my memory



*My 3rd phase school practical will start soon, so I'll be temporary stop blogging for awhile, due to my hectic life. Wish me luck!*



Monday, December 31, 2012

HaPpY nEw YeAr


Happy New Year, good morning and good night,
Staying at the airport catching for the next flight, 
Laughing together and hugging each other tight, 
Forgetting all the arguments, conflicts and fights,
A whole new year free from diseases and blights,
Let's sing out loud, forgetting about the stage fright,
Let's set ablaze the fireworks and lit up the lights,
Climbing up the ladder of dreams with might,
Standing tall and  gaze upon the wonderful sights...


Thursday, December 27, 2012

Dancing With The Moon


Dad is not at home today
Walking under the moon with mum after dinner
Above the sky shines the round, silver Moon
I know the Moon will never shine by itself
It steals the light from the Sun
I noticed my shadow, taller than mum
And mum's hand seemed to be smaller in my hand
Under the moonlight, I see her shoulder-length hair
And I also see some wrinkles
On her smiling face when I talk to her
It was different 15 years ago
Where my shadow was shorter
My hand was smaller
And mummy looked younger

Seeing this
I realize my parents are getting older
Yet their smiles never change or fade
No matter how stubborn I am
No matter how worst I sometimes behave
Their anger will recede after that
And I always earn their forgiveness
I should thank them for bringing me to this world
Even though sometimes I don't really like the world

They never ask me to repay them anything
All I know is to survive and make them proud of me
I should always stay happy and never bring tears to them
Deep inside, I know they are the one 
Who always keep me walking and standing up
No matter how battered or how bruised I am
They are the pillars of my strength
I can't put in words to tell them that
I really LOVE THEM...

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

The Silent Noon


Not from a mafia family with lots of goon
Having a loving family, isn't that a boon?
Life can't be as fun as comedy and toon
I am just a silly wolf howling at the moon
Strolling on the white, sandy beach at noon
Waiting to be consumed by the wave soon...

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

圣诞的遗言


圣诞节的平安夜
一切原本看似很沉静
给个诚心诚意的祝福
引起的效果无人能想象
犹如彗星撞地球
真的一发不可收拾
我不愿情况变糟
不想失去了自己的理智
更不想失去自己珍惜的人
睡觉不是最好的良药
但是能让我短暂地死亡
虽然梦乡不是棺木
但至少不悲、不忧
也不需要有人出席我的葬礼
为我哭泣,为我掉眼泪

一个人过圣诞难免孤独
虽然有着自己家人的陪伴
厨房传来妈妈的菜香
我今天很想帮忙她
接着与放工回来的老爸用餐
但不管怎么样打起精神
我知道内心里已经有残缺
惟有把自己锁在房里
沉浸于文字与写作
不平衡的思绪与文字共舞
或许能松弛心情
或许让我情绪变得更糟

圣诞节里
每个人充满的都是希望
但有时候是彻底的绝望
能在黑暗中找到光线
那只是个无知的幻想
奇迹两个字在字典里
其实只是一个假象
如果上天一直与你开玩笑
总有一天也会对祂
失去一切的信任
惟能相信的只有自己
究竟自己有多少勇气
双腿能带着自己走多久

活在这地球23年了
这世界其实很美好
但住着的全是复杂的人类
我只希望有人会记得我
有了解我的朋友支持我
感恩父母多年来的不离不弃
我衷心祝福
每个记忆中的亲戚朋友们:
“圣诞节快乐!”
把握当下,珍惜身边的每个人
以免后悔再也来不及...

Monday, December 24, 2012

MeRrY ChRiStMaS


The shops are closing, stopping to do business
Lots of colourful lights, there is no darkness
A day which exudes happiness and goodness
Trying to do my last minute shopping, listless
Lots of friends in my mind, I'm not heartless
Celebrating the festival with family, friendless
Sitting near the fireplace, to feel the warmness
Receiving a gift from a far-away-anonymous
I wish everyone I know: Merry Christmas!